1. |
Tell Me You're Sorry
02:48
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i’ll leave it up to you
to let me down again
it’s bittersweet to know
i can still count on you for something
you stabbed me in the back
deeper than you'll admit
you’ll never understand
you didn’t see the blood on your hands
tell me, tell me that you’re sorry
even if you’re lying through your teeth
tell me, tell me that you’re trying
just to break the silence
and put this behind us
i’ll leave it up to you to fuck this up again
you pushed me off the edge but never cared how far i’d fallen
you’re a coward with a broken promise
and probably thought that i’d forgotten
i wish you knew
it cut right through
tell me, tell me it gets better
broken and the pieces won't fit back together
maybe, maybe you just fucked me up
wasted my time, wasted my trust,
wasted my love
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2. |
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i'm tired of waking up
with all your brokenness around me
feels like it’s too much to take
trying to drop this grudge
that neither one of us should carry
why can’t you just walk away
you’re the anchor & i’m drowning
deeper and deeper we go
the damage is done
i gave it my best
you got what you came for
now i’m choking on regrets
i’m out of breath
it already hurts
you’re making it worse
why does it feel like you’re just fucking with my head
you’re in my head
the damage is done
i think i’ve had enough
i can’t be what you need me to be
no matter how hard i’ve tried
i’m letting go because
i can’t even remember the feeling
i don’t have the strength to lie
deeper we go
i’m letting go
it’s too late
just move on
you can’t right
all these wrongs
so i’m gone
i can’t fix what you’ve become
the damage is done
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3. |
Always Lose
03:07
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feels like i’m crossing a line when i’m crossing my fingers
like i’m walking on thorns, like i can’t pull out the splinters
i've lost my will to chase
and i’ve lost track of all the names
i keep telling myself i can change, i can change
i keep lying cause i’m only saving face
feels like i always lose
when i open up i end up without you
how the fuck am i supposed to heal these wounds
black and blue
can’t see through
black and blue
feels like i always lose
when i open up i end up without you
i’m at the same dead end
the lonely space in my head
with my past coming back to shatter my hopes again
i’m scared of holding on
cause i’ve lost my grip for way too long
i wonder
could it be worse
am i bound to hurt forever
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i don’t wanna have to be six feet underground to feel loved
i don’t wanna have to be a memory to feel like i’m someone you thought of
sometimes the things that fell in place
fall to pieces suddenly
like we were nothing
i’m swept away in pouring rain
lonely hands knock desperately
out on your doorstep
it’s pointless
i’m barely breathing barely getting by
it takes my lowest low for me to cross your mind
i don’t wanna have to be six feet underground to feel loved
i don’t wanna have to be a memory to feel like i’m someone you thought of
when blues turn grey, we’ll wither away
i don’t wanna have to be 6 feet underground to feel loved
it hurts to think of 23
you and me on empty streets
mixtape on repeat
i miss the feeling
embrace the moments in between
happiness and tragedy
while my heart’s beating
while it's still beating
sometimes the things that fell in place
mean the most when it’s too late
i miss that feeling
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a ten minute drive with you feels like a fucking lifetime
another fight, another suffocating silence
another sad song on the radio
it hurts more than it did
when you and i
were you and i
i don’t want to
ever see your face again
ever hear your name again
i don’t have to say that we’ll be friends
cause i don’t have to
take a punch when it’s not my fault
with my back up against the wall
i always let you underneath my skin
but i don’t have to do that anymore
lost myself trying to conform to all your bullshit
this toxic hell that you’ve been calling a relationship
i feel sorry for the next one who falls into the footsteps
of you and i
of you and i
i don’t have to bite my tongue
don’t wanna fix what’s come undone
can we both agree that it’s the end
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6. |
Strangers
02:47
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two bodies in a bed torn in two
knowing damn well this’ll all end soon
feelin’ more like a stranger next to you
taking back three words we outgrew
four years but nothing ever bloomed
never felt more alone than when i’m with you
i don’t recognize us anymore
strangers
not a spark between us now
the cold crept in and choked the embers out somewhere, somehow
strangers
falling in then falling out
yeah, we lost our love somewhere, somehow
i’m so fucking burnt out, just cut me loose
i’m a flame and you’re a short fuse
when the smoke all clears we’ll face the truth
now i’m pushing away
when you're pulling me in
no i’m not gonna stay
just to talk about leaving
i’m so alone when i’m with you
no, i’m not gonna stay
just to talk about leaving
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7. |
I'm Not Ready
03:11
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i’m all alone
with racing thoughts
i fade in and out
bright walls are turning gray
can’t shake this feeling
i’m stuck here believing
i’m on my own
miserable company
i’m tuning out
the tv’s whispering
eternal sunshine
but never in my mind
i let myself down again
time to let go
grow up and get out of my head
feels like i’m not ready
scared to let go
give up and get out of my head
feels like i’m not ready
i’m out of hope
lost faith in everything
turn off the phone
lay here in misery
sick of my bullshit
i’m fucked up, i know it
but maybe i can turn this upside down
cause lately i’ve been feeling inside out
i can’t shake this feeling
i'm stuck here believing
i’m telling lie after lie to myself
i’ll never escape from this hell
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8. |
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i’ll leave it up to you
to let me down again
it’s bittersweet to know
i can still count on you for something
you stabbed me in the back
deeper than you'll admit
you’ll never understand
you didn’t see the blood on your hands
tell me, tell me that you’re sorry
even if you’re lying through your teeth
tell me, tell me that you’re trying
just to break the silence
and put this behind us
i’ll leave it up to you to fuck this up again
you pushed me off the edge but never cared how far i’d fallen
you’re a coward with a broken promise
and probably thought that i’d forgotten
i wish you knew
it cut right through
tell me, tell me it gets better
broken and the pieces won't fit back together
maybe, maybe you just fucked me up
wasted my time, wasted my trust,
wasted my love
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9. |
Always Lose (Acoustic)
03:09
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feels like i’m crossing a line when i’m crossing my fingers
like i’m walking on thorns, like i can’t pull out the splinters
i've lost my will to chase
and i’ve lost track of all the names
i keep telling myself i can change, i can change
i keep lying cause i’m only saving face
feels like i always lose
when i open up i end up without you
how the fuck am i supposed to heal these wounds
black and blue
can’t see through
black and blue
feels like i always lose
when i open up i end up without you
i’m at the same dead end
the lonely space in my head
with my past coming back to shatter my hopes again
i’m scared of holding on
cause i’ve lost my grip for way too long
i wonder
could it be worse
am i bound to hurt forever
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